Jess comes to RI: Day 1

Yup my NJ love Jessica Jones flew into RI for five days, and i spent the whole day hanging out. Its such an odd feeling to finally meet a long distance friend for the first time. I mean i look up and shes there, the same girl from myspace, with the same voice ive heard on the phone. Even though we had never seen eachother before we already knew so much about eachother. Its really hard to believe. And it wasnt that akward at all, we just acted like friends the whole time, becuz we were... She was afraid i wasnt gonna like her but quite honestly after spending the whole day with her, i can quite honestly say shes one of the coolest ppl ive ever met in my life.

PICTURES:

Jess greets me at the airport:

In The Car:


Burger Queen Nigguh:


Were so cool:


Its EXACTLY what you think... rofl


Cute Kids




Emos:

ily kirsten

seriously i do, this girl is absolutely amazing
i seriously never thought i would meet someone like her
she makes me smile just by talking
she makes me happy just by thinking about her
shes absolutely beautiful
she has the most amazing personality
no matter what anyone else says it wont change my mind
becuz this is how i feel
and I'm not afraid to say it anymore
because now im sure
kirsten,
I LOVE YOU!
<3

It's All Good

yeah everythings fine now, i was just paranoid and emo yesterday.

In other news ive been sitting in this exact same spot playing Super Mario World since about 10AM...

I cant believe im finally gonna meet Jess, I mean weve talked about it for so long it just seemed like it would never really happen...

Today I learned...

I already that the world was against me, but i thought that i could somehow rise above and beat it. Today I learned that I had no fucking clue what i was dealing with, the world is not only totally against me but its willing to use everything in its power to keep me down. like forces that i cant even begin to understand...
For once i thought it would be ok to fall in love with someone without it having to all come crashing down... Now I have no idea whats going to happen to my girlfriend anymore and I cant even see her.
Oh well i know this sounds kinda emoish paranoia conspiricy shit but i fucking felt like writing it.

Oh yeah these guys, the ones i know i can trust, my friends, I love you all:
Kirsten
Alicia
Jess
LaMarra
Jasmin