a delightful little rant about our shallow youth culture

I hate people... I really fucking do. Well not ALL people, some of them are amazing and awesome (take Maria for example she fucking kicks ass, and Bri, Alicia, and maybe a few others). But most of them are sneaky, secretive, two-faced, and fucking fake as all hell. It disgusts me. Its why i hate the mall so fucking much. Its not about friendship or anything its all about being 'scene' or 'ghetto' or 'punk' or what the fuck ever. the only thing anyone gives a fuck about is yr hair or how many fucking piercings you have or how tight yr jeans are or what the fuck ever and not what yr really like as a person. it sickens me to no end that i once actually bought into that whole scene. just one look at the place and you can see how superficial everything is people walk around their little cliques all looking the fucking same. Isnt it amazing how a group that claims to be based upon originality all look exactly the same and treat whoever acts differently or stands out in any way like shit... so in short, i fucking hate mall rats.

Small Black Flowers That Grow In The Sky

Im bored and depressed once again... I never do anything anymore, I havent in weeks, i wanna see my friends but im not even sure who they are anymore i mean if I have friends I should actually see them. No one ever even picks up their phone for me or calls me back. I'm the only one whos not gonna get to see their gf today and that makes me feel even worse. I dont even know why, i wish she would just call or something... anyways bitching over. no one gives a shit