Well this is it. The end of another chapter in my life. Summer 07 has slipped away and tomorrow I start my senior year of high school, The past three school years have been an exercise in depression, alienation, and obsession, but its looking up. Everything about me has changed, im not the same person i was 3 years ago, or 1 year ago, or fuck. even 3 months ago...
Summer 07 was a bittersweet experience for me, For a few moments i thought i had found the relationship i had been seaching for but it wasnt, and i made an idiot of myself with it. That wont happen again.
Then there was Jess... The person i spoke to everyday but never really saw, untill this summer. I finally met her and well, i found out how much we really have in common and how much were different...
Through it all I have a new outlook on my life, Im no longer as shy as i once was. Im working on my self esteem too, i cant put myself down anymore, becuz then no one will want to be around me. At least if i pretend to accept myself then ppl might really start to accept me too. idfk, its bullshit, i hate ppl, i hate fucking hate my school and never want to go back =/
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